Life's a Bitch, why not write about it

NEW JOB! NEW ME! YAY!

2008-11-26T17:01:31Z

WOW!!! I haven't post in forever.

Life has been very busy lately.

Anyway good news! Today is my last day at work. I just got a new job starting this Monday. I am so excited!! YAY!!

Better position and better pay. What more can I ask for.

Stay tune, more to come.

MY TGIF!!!

2008-08-07T21:16:41Z

Well I haven't posted in a long while. I have some awesome pics of last weekend LA trip, but that I will post later in another post.

Anyway we got so bored at work and one of my co worker snapped a picture of another co worker sleeping on a break. So we decided to do a little photo art and here is the result. I hope you guys enjoy this one as much as I do.

I know...we here work very hard or is it hardly working :oP

So today is Thursday and it's my Friday. I am going to have a four days weekend, so wooooooooo hoooooo for me. I don't know what to do with it yet, but I know that it will be one long weekend.

A MAJOR CRUSH!!!

2008-07-24T15:02:20Z

Wow, I just realized last night that I have a really major crush on one of my best friends’ roommate.

This guy totally rocks my world. He’s sweet, cute and totally a genuine nice guy. I haven’t met one like him in a long time. He has this geeky and stupid smile that I just can’t help but love.

Anyway as we were walking to the bar last night he complained about being ready to be domestic, having kids and having tried to ask his guy out for weeks. Then when we hit the bar, the guy he has a thing for was there with another guy (OMG gay drama). Through out the whole night he keeps on talking about how cute the guy is and he would totally hit that if he can. I came to realize that the more he talked about the guy the more I wish I was that guy. How I wish he would treat me differently then just a bar hoping buddy. How I wish he would pay that much attention to me. Maybe I am just not his type or maybe he just hasn’t realized that I have a major crush on him. I totally flirted with him every time I see him. I dropped hints about having lunch and even all my friends know that I have a crush on him.

Last night he even walked me home just to be safe and I lived like two blocks away from the bar. How sweet is that?! The whole time I just wanted to kiss him and tell him what a great guy he is and if he would ever consider going out with me, but I guess fear of rejection kicks in and I ended up saying thank you and good night. However I did send him a text afterward and it went something like this:

Me: Hey thanks for walking me home. You are so sweet! I won’t mind having your baby haha! Let’s have lunch sometimes. Take care and be safe!
Him: XO night bud

That’s it….haha!!! Maybe someday when I get drunk enough I might have the courage to ask him out haha. For now the fear of rejection and awkwardness will keep me from doing so.

Advices anyone?

HAPPY!!!!

2008-07-18T23:47:51Z

HAPPY PRIDE San Diego!!!!! I am so excited to be off work so I can start getting ready to go bar hoping with a group of my friends. It's going to be one hell of a weekend. I need to totally pace myself tonight because a group of us plan on hoping as many as seven bars down Hillcrest. I know that I am going to be one hot mess tonight!!!!

Anyway happy PRIDE and also TGIF!!!! Be safe and be super queer beacause I know I will.

chillinginsd @ 2008-07-17T08:25:00

2008-07-17T15:33:17Z

Well, I met this guy online and we end up meeting on Monday. We started out at Starbucks and end up having dinner.

Let's start with the guy. He just moved to San Diego a couple of weeks ago from San Francisco and got kick out of the Air Force due to some medical reason. I think he told me that they found some irregular heartbeats within him.

Positives: Cute, sweet, smart and has the most gorgeous blue eyes ever.
Negatives: No job, No car, way too girly, and some drama about his friend wanting to be his boyfriend.

And here’s how I like my guys: Drama free, has a job and some kind of transportation (a pair of skates would do).

Anyway I totally understand his situations though, but I really don’t have the time and effort in helping someone with their drama. I have enough drama in my own life to deal with.

I am so over guys, I am totally going to be straight....OK I am so over being straight now and I am going o be gay again. :o)

BEACHES, BBQ, AND JET SKI

2008-07-07T23:50:12Z

The roommates and a handful of our friends chilled at Ski Beach in Mission Bay and had an old fashion 4th of July. We ended up jet skiing, tanning, and eating all day. The weather was perfect. It wasn't too hot, just sunny with a nice light summer breeze.

At the end of the day I ended up passing out in my bed and missing the fireworks. That totally suck, but at least I was nice and fresh the next morning haha. Here are some pictures that I took while chilling at the beach:

One of my roommate enjoying himself out the water with his jet ski.

Here is a castle that my nephew and I built. It looks way better in person.

AMERICAN IDOLS

2008-07-03T17:18:26Z

Last night a friend got my roommate and I a couple of tickets to go see American Idols in concert at the San Diego Sports Arena. I was hesitated to go due to the fact that I am not an American Idols fan. I end up going anyway. It was a free ticket, so why not.

When we got there the concert was nearly half over. I was there for the final three American Idols: Syesha Mercado, David Archuleta, and David Cook.

YEAH!!! My free ticket for the concert:

Syesha Mercado singing "Umbrella", she has a very awesome voice. I loved her.

David Archuleta singing "Apologize", I loved it when he rises up from the platform sitting on a piano. He is so adorable, I just want to take him home and introduce him to mommy and daddy hehe.

David Cook singing "I Don't Want to Miss a Thing", I loved his styles and cuteness.

I actually had fun and glad I decided to go to the concert. I just wish I was there for the whole show. It would have been awesome.

Anyway it's Thursday and I have the next four days off. YEAH!!! CAN I GET A WOO WOO!!! I am going to have me an old fashion 4th of July weekend with beaches, foods and beers.

SNAP!!!!

2008-06-27T15:43:01Z

OMG!!! I can't believe that I snapped at my boss yesterday.

So, the company is implementing a new billing module and for some reason I got assign to being the new biller basically data entry and folding invoices, which to me feels like I got demoted. Anyway, I inputted a whole bunch of data entries maybe around 30 or so into the system. He came over with a co worker and start telling me that I did this wrong and that wrong. Asked me if I know how to follow procedure and where is the procedure blah blah blah. My co worker wasn't any help either. He totally sided with the boss and told what I should do and what I shouldn't do.

Then I got so pissed, I took the procedure and slam it on my desk and reply that, " All I ever get is a piece of paper from you guys, no training... no nothing. GIVE ME A BREAK"!!! So my boss asked me what's wrong. I guess I took that as an invite to tell it like it is.

So here's what the cover stations was like:

Me: I hate what I do!!! I hate being in collection!!! I did not sign up for collection in the first place!!! If I wanted to do collection I would of ask for it!!! I did not go to college to do data entries and fold invoices!!! This isn't my goal and this isn't what I want to gear toward to!!!

Boss: Yes I understand how you feel. I sit on my desk and correct papers all day. But when we told you what your new duties are you should of said something.

My thoughts: (Yeah whatever, you’re the boss that's what you do. You get pay big bucks to make sure things are right and tell people what to do!!!)

Me: Yes, but you guys never said anything about calling vendors, folding invoices and data entries!!! You guys told me that I will work more in the analytical side of things!!!

Boss: Well...we are still figuring things out. This job tasks for now is to do data entries and fold invoices.

Me: YEAH, BUT THAT'S THE BAD PART OF THE JOB!!!

Boss: Ok, finish what you have to do and we will talk more about it.

Me: YEAH WHATEVER!!!

But it was totally more intense in person tho. I guess I snapped because I totally got tired of people telling me that I am always wrong. Nothing I ever do for him or the company is right. It makes me feel useless, stupid and just down. Never in my 1.6 years working for the company have I ever received a "THANK YOU" or "NICE JOB". For once show a little freaken appreciation.

I feel totally free and proud of myself afterward. It is such a nice feeling to let it all go. I totally should be a bitch more.

Thank god I have the next four days off, but DAMIT I forgot to turn in my timesheet and it is due Monday. I do not want to drive to work and bump into my boss.

HOT AND CHILLING!!!

2008-06-23T18:03:20Z

So it's been hot lately in the west coast and nothing is better then laying in the shade at the park. A couple of us decided to lay out at the park under the shade while jamming to some chilling music. It was a pretty nice and chill time. Sometimes just chilling and being with friends is the best thing ever. We mostly talk about what eventful stuffs that are happening in our life, which isn't very exciting I may add.

Here are some pictures I took while laying in the park:

What a beautiful clear blue day that was.

SO HOT!!!

2008-06-22T14:18:25Z

OMG!!! It's so freaken hot this weekend. I think it got up to like three digits or so. It's not very sleep able in this heat. Dimmit!!! I need my beauty sleep or else the bitch in me will rule with rage!!! I totally need to invest in a fan or something. I think that's what I shall do.

I can't wait to chill at the park today and then to yoga class. FUN day ahead.

TRY AGAIN!!!!

2008-06-18T21:36:30Z

So I just got back from an interview and I don't know if I like it.

It's a Bio company currently employing 25 people and 3/4 of them are scientists. WOW 25 people!!! The place I am currently worked at has liked 30 employees in one sub department. I have never worked for a company with that small of a group. I think I tend to be better in large company, so that way no one will try to get up in your business.

Plus, I will be the only accountant there and I also have to do their payroll.

They outsourced their accounting and now they want to do it in house. So basically I will not have any outline or any thing to start with. Pretty much start from scratch. I don't know if I am ready for that kind of responsibilities.

I guess I have to submit more resumes and keep trying. I hate hunting for jobs and interviews. I hate temp agency even more. STOP calling me, I will call you!!!!

I AM OVER THIS!!!!!

2008-06-17T18:59:08Z

YUCK!!! I am so over this company, I think its time for me to move on.

So the company is doing a little "restructuring" (down sizing) and they totally changed my position to collection. Me collection??? Are they freaken out of their mind. Jesus Christ, have they ever heard me on the phone talking to people. I hate talking on the PHONE!!! I am a bitch in person, but a bigger bitch on the phone.

It's been about a month and they are still figuring out who would handle what and be responsible for what while I sit here folding and stuffing invoices. I have paper cuts up the ying yang. I mean they pay me pretty well to do some envelop stuffing, but come on.

I told my ex supervise the other day that I didn't go to envelope stuffing school, I didn't go to college, got a four year degree and be in debt to sit here and stuff invoices. I know...bitchy right!!!

So I am totally over this. To quote a famous word from the hot betch Heidi Klum,"Auf Wiedersehen."

THINKING THEN YOGA!!!!!

2008-06-17T15:37:56Z

This weekending I actually did a lot of thinking and reflecting. I did most of my reflecting on pass relationships. Why it ended and what I've learned. Most of my pass relationships are pretty mellow and laid back. No drama, no cheating, and full of honesty. Sound like I have the perfect relationships. I guess thinking back on it, I was way too young and immature to even actually know what love is. I am not sure I know what it is now. Maybe that's why I am always the broker in these relationships. I've been called a bitch and a whore, but I guess I just wasn't ready and I was totally inexperience. Sometimes, I wonder if I've made a mistake by ending something that hasn't even began.

I guess it's no use thinking about it now. I guess I just have to keep my head high and straight forward. I don't want to bump into a lamp post :o).

So anyway to finish that reflecting weekend, I took Yoga for the first time at the gay 24hr fitness. I must admit, it was way tougher then I though. But after finishing that class I feel so lively and confidence. I am totally going back for more.

ANNOYED

2008-06-12T15:02:19Z

OMG!!! My roommates are getting on my nerve. Come on guys when the trash is full you don't keep putting shit into it and flood it..DUH!!! Also, for once can someone take out the trash beside me? It’s not very hard, pick up the shit drag it a couple of steps out the back and toss it in the bend. Lazy Bitches. When the sink is full with dishes you don't just pile it up. HELLO!!! There's something called a dish washer. Seriously? Seriously! I am so over this…Now I totally feel so much better :oD.

And I am feeling uncomfortable around one of my roommate lately. He's been acting a little too close with his words and body language. It like he's trying to make an effort to be a little something more then just roommate. Granted he's my BFF, but the way he look at me, the way he touch me and the way he says things make me feel that he's starting to develop a crush on me. I totally feel weird around him sometimes, so I am going to try to distance myself from him for a little while. Or maybe it's just me putting too much thought into this?

KUNG FU!!!

2008-06-10T15:24:28Z

I didn't really do much this weekend actually. It was a pretty laid back and chill weekend except for Friday.

On Friday my sister, and my now six year old nephew, and I watched Kung Fu Panda. The whole theater of course was totally packed with kids and parents. A theater full of kids annoy the hell out of me, but anything for the nephew :O).

I actually enjoyed the movie. It has amazing and beautiful computer animed graphics. I loved the story lines as well and of course the butt kicking kung fu action. The movie itself was full of laughers and of course some teary moment. I will not go into detail of the movie to spoil it.

One of my most favorite quotes from the movie was:

“Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery and today is a gift. That's why they call it a present."

Wow so simple yet so powerful.

Here are some pictures I snapped at the theater:

The Hulk looks great, I don't know if I want to watch the movie tho.

On Friday night a bunch of our friends came over to our place for a gathering party. It was totally nice seeing everyone, catching up on the latest gossip and meeting new friends. After the party we ended up at Universal. Then headed back to our place and ended the night with cops knocking on our door. Cops are such a drag for late night parties :o).

So for the rest of the weekend, I dined and wined with some old friends and in the process met some new ones.

FUNNY FINDING AT WORK!!!!

2008-06-06T16:19:42Z

So I totally got bored at work yesterday and with nothing to do I wonder around the company just to waste some times. I guess it was my lucky day, I happen to stumble upon some funny stuffs. Here are some pictures I manage to caputre while exploring:

Haha this is kind of mean but so funny at the same times. One of the co worker decided to set up a mouse trap of this over weight co worker. I think it was suppose to be a fat joke kind of thing. Since it lacks a piece of cheese I decided to help and place a chedder cracker in it. Haha I know shame on me. :o(

Then I happen to bump into two bags with contain the Petco Park mascot. I decided to put on the head and ask my boss to take a picture of me to send to all my friends. Hahaha I looked so dumb, but I'll do anything for a laugh. I wanted to put on the cat mascot too, but we jetted before someone caught us.

THE FALL AND SEX IN THE CITY

2008-06-05T15:02:54Z

Last night the roommates and I went to see Sex in the City the movie. It was one of the best movie I have seen so far. This movie Ooze with gayness but with lots of straight sex. EWWW!!!!

Love and friendship are the theme to Sex in the City...well actually SEX is actually the third ...hehe. Anyway I really don't want to spoil this movie for anyone, but I can say that it makes me want to find and fall in love again. I got a little teary from moment to moment and I am not afraid to admit it. Real men cry!!! LoL!!! Here are a couple of screen shots from the movie:

OMG!!! I loved her in this dress.

Speaking of movies, I went to see The Fall the other night. Funny and charming filled with beautiful locations. One of the best pictures movies I have seen so far this year. The Fall is much like Pan's Labyrinth and The Cell, so if you like those movies I totally recommend you watch it. The costumes were pretty awesome as well. Full of personality, colors, and details. Here are some pictures of The Fall:

SOMETIMES YOU CAN'T HAVE IT ALL!!!

2008-06-04T16:47:23Z

The printer at the office is really pissing me off. There's a paper jam every 10 second and I have to finish a big printing job that is do today. I just want to toss it out the window or kick it until it breaks down. Then my roommate text me and stated that Dj Tiesto tickets are all sold out :o(. Damit WTF!!! I wanted to see him this weekend.

Anyway the only good thing so far is that we scored Madonna Tickets for November at Petco Park. OMG I can't wait!!! I am going with five of my friends and meeting up the rest of our friends at the concert. We have row seven tickets. I totally want to get close enough to smell her sweat, well not really haha. It's going to be the biggest and gayest thing ever.

OOH speaking for gayness, the roomates and I are going to go see Sex and the City tonight. Haha.

WEHO TRIP

2008-06-03T14:57:36Z

On Saturday night a couple of the guys and I went to West Hollywood to pre party at a guy place and also to go clubbing at the Abby's and The Factory.

This guy has one of the nicest bathroom ever. It's has like an old Hollywood glamour feeling. I happen to snap a picture of the bathroom ceiling lights:

Looks kinda cool.

After chilling there for awhile we headed to West Hollywood to meet up with some friends at the Abby's and The Factory. The parking there is horrible but new scene and new crowd, what's not to love. The Abby's is huge and has a chill atmosphere. However, the dance floor was kind of small. We didn't make it to the Factory because none of us carried any cash around for the cover. They were both crowed as always.

Anyhow here are some pictures that I took on the way to the club:

This is one of the coolest building ever!!! It changes colors like every 5 second or so. I could just stand there all night and stare at it, but I rather be on the dance floor dancing and grooving with the guys.

After clubbing we ended up in staying over at one of our friend's house. Thank god!!! All of us were shit faced and not to mention tired and hungry.

Then we drove home the next day toward home. Here are some pictures I took of LA and the coast while driving:

I think this is a picture of Downtown LA

Picture of the coast while driving

To end the crazy weekend, a couple of us enjoyed a relaxing gay baseball game

NEW DRINKS!!!

2008-05-28T15:32:36Z

Last night one of my roommate and I decided to head to Lei Lounge for their special half off drinks. It was totally slow when we got there, but after awhile it was totally packed. I finally got a picture of the waterfall wall inside of the bar:

Sorry for the quality, it’s the best I can do.

There were some new drinks on the menu. I got myself a Cotton Candy drink. Totally good and taste just like Cotton Candy in a coconut cup. Here's a picture:

I also got myself the Jolly Ranch Which tasted like an apple jolly ranch. AWSOMENESS!!!!!!

Then we headed to Mc Donald and since the card machine was down we had to dig $3.15 worth of coins from my roommate car while the clerk laughed his head off. Then we looked at each other and busted out laughing all the way home. What a great ending to a great night. I LOVED IT!!!!

NOTHING!!!

2008-05-28T01:39:53Z

I did absolutely nothing his weekend but watch movies, cuddle and go shopping. Guess what tho...I loved it!!! It was probably one of the best weekend ever.

Movies I watched:

House of Fury
The Mist
27 Dresses
The Fair Haired Child
The Italian Job
The Black Scorpion
Juno
Iron Man

Dam that's a lot of movies.

EMO!!!!

2008-05-23T17:39:37Z

I am feeling a little emo today. Maybe it's the weather or maybe it's something else. I guess it's one of those day where my mind is in constant thinking mode. I hate over thinking and over analyzing things, it gets me in depression mode. I guess I just need more work at the office. I Can't really figure it out.

Since I have the next four days off, maybe I should just take a trip up north and get away from San Diego for awhile. ROAD TRIP!!!!

TAKE ME OUT TO THE BALL GAME PART II

2008-05-22T14:51:08Z

So I ended up going to the ball game down at Petco Park last night with a bunch of co workers. We got stationed up in the Garden Suite. Free foods, drinks and a great view of the game. IT WAS SWEET!!! Here are some pictures I took of Petco Park:

This is a side view of the Garden Suite.

This is my favorite picture of the Park. Look at the great view we got to experience and look at the background. IT WAS SOOOO AWSOME!!!!

Well after watching the game for a couple of ending, the director of Petco Park offers a couple of sitting tickets in row two of the stadium. ROW TWO!! SERIOUSLY!!! I guess I got lucky and score one of the tickets. The Tickets were $400 dollars a pop. We were so close to the players we can even smell their sweat....EWWWWW!!! But all you can drink and eat with personal services. Life was good. Here's the picture I took while sitting down in the front row:

TAKE ME OUT TO THE BALL GAME!!!

2008-05-20T22:50:12Z

I scored a VIP Padres ticket for tomorrow night game. This will be my first time ever watching a live baseball game. Well...my first time ever watching a baseball game period. Plus I got the company VIP ticket. We get to be in the Garden Level Suite with free drinks, foods, and a very excellent view of Petco Park. I am so excited, not for the game actually but more for the free foods and the view of Petco Park. Hehe I am such a fat ass!!!!

SUNNY DAY IN DIEGO!!!

2008-05-18T17:43:38Z

On Friday night we venture out to Rich's for some VIP drinks and treatments. It was just another club with the same people and the same scene. I think I am staring to get over the club scene or maybe just need a break from it for awhile.

On Saturday one of my roommate and I went to see a friend of ours at a AT&T shop so I can upgrade my cell phone. I went with the Blackberry Pearl. It is so cute and so fun. I love the features on it and the fact that you can totally IM your group of friends with the Berry messenger. I totally love it!!! Mine is red, so I end up calling it a Raspberry or short Berry. I also like pressing on the ball...hehehe.

Anyway it must have been the hottest day ever so far. I think it was up to the 100th or something. We end up relaxing and chilling at the Balboa Park under the shade. It was such a chill and peaceful time. Here are some pictures I took while at the park with my new Berry:

What a beautiful day!!!!

I accidentally took a pic of my one eye, I love it!!! End up using it as an icon.